Courage

I keep trying to muster up the courage to write blog entries about suffering from depression and how it came to be as bad as it was, and in some ways still is, but it's been a struggle, mainly because when I talk or even think about the reasons why I became so depressed my heart starts to break again and, more often than not, it makes me cry so much I can barely see.  I will write about all of those reasons sometime soon but for now I just wanted to write this first post, to get it over with in a way since it's been on my mind for days, what do I put, will people think I'm stupid and so on and so forth, anyone who has been or is a sufferer will completely understand that, and I know there are lots of you out there, none of us are alone, even though we may believe otherwise.  Anyway, I hope that by doing this blog it will eventually give people the hope that it can get better, easier, it just takes time, lots of it, so, if anyone does happen across my musings, take care and stay strong.